i WaNt YoU aNd YoUr BeAuTiFuL sOuL...

"you'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs.
i look around me and see... it isnt so."

it seems like everyone around me is falling in love with some one, stressing to buy christmas gifts for their girlfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife whatever. There are Christmas commercials with couples kissing in the snow on an ice skating rink or standing under the mistletoe by the fire, or taking romantic horse-drawn carriage rides with hot chocolate and a blanket wrapped around them.
guy-"do you believe in santa clause?"
girl-"of course"
guy-"he helped me pick this out..." ((pulls out a ring and they kiss in the snow))

then theres the Christmas music about falling in love.
"in the meadow we can build a snow man. and pretend that he's a parson brown. He'll say 'are you married' we'll say 'no man. but you can do the job while you're in town.'"


And of course the Christmas movies. The romantic proposals on the gazeebo with white christmas lights under the snow. The young couples spending their first Christmas together in a gorgeous, quaint log cabin in the mountains.

Its so depressing! Why cant I fall madly in love with someone and take romantic carriage rides together? Why cant I dance under a gazeebo to Frank Sinatra with someone who wants to be there just as much as i do? I know, obviously that this is not the reason for the season but you cant blame me for feeling this way. And if you want to, then bring it.

"ill be true. ill be usefull, ill be cavalier. ill be yours my dear and ill belong to you. if you just let me through"

"and ill be..your crying shoulder. ill be your love suicide. ill be better when im older. ill be the greatest fan of your life."