::SaD, StRoNg, SiCk, aNd SoBeR::

i just cant shake this feeling. its driving me nuts. There's some corny saying out there about time healing, but im really starting to think that its the opposite, because the more and more time passes, the less and less sure of myself I get. I dont really believe in regretting things. But if I did, I think I'd regret this.

::what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?

these memories can't replace,these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me::

-Matchbox Romance