i would like it to be fall forever

and for there to be no classes

and for money to grow on trees

okay great, thanks.

I have spent so much of my life settling...

Settling for less that what I was given, what I really wanted, what I was created for

Settling for quick fixes and shallow pursuits and mindless enjoyment

for temporary highs and obviously destructive relationships.

And recently I've been really trying to figure out how to not settle.

How do I live passionately, no matter where I am or what I am doing -

And I have no idea.

I don't know what I want or where I want to be.

All I know today is that all I want is Jesus.

And to be obsessively, madly, passionately, fearlessly in love with Him.


I was trying to wait and post when I had some sort of revelation about what I'm doing with my life. But I've decided that I might not figure that out ever, and all that really matters is loving my God. So there you go.