I HATE SCHOOL.



...if you were wondering.

She was only 15 and she was killed by a drunk boater.

I know it was an accident.

I know she was with her friends and she was happy.

I know its in Gods plan.

But its not fair.

Her family is hurting.

Her friends are hurting.

She was only one person. One 15-year old girl. But she has affected hundreds.

She was beautiful.

And shes gone.

It makes no sense. Its not fair. Her family and friends dont deserve it. She didnt deserve it.

It makes no sense.

Its not fair.

NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL :(
I JUST DONT WANT TO GO
SCHOOL SHMOOL
I HATE SCHOOL

Well Holland was basically amazing. We made really great friends, took lots of pictures, spent lots of time in fellowship, and did our best to do what we went to do. There were definently moments of homesickness, frustration, and saddness but all in all they were outweighed by the moments of joy and laughter. I think it was super fun.
But now we're home and we have to get ready for reality again.
School starts on Monday and I'm just not ready. I dont want to take advanced classes or do homework or study for tests or wake up early every day of my life or eat cafeteria food or anything. No school for me THANKS.
On a brighter note, Monday also marks my 18 month anniversary with Christopher. Thats pretty exciting.
Okay well I'm gonna go enjoy the last few days of my summer but I hope to blog again real soon. K BYE!