SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
**crossing fingers, scrunching up nose, eyes closed, prayer postition**
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LET IT SNOW!!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
PLEASE?!

I'm ready to graduate mmk?

Here's what I'm thankful for on Thanksgiving this year:

• The one, true God that loves me more than anyone ever could and I still don't understand why
• My mom who is absolutely beautiful and honestly puts all her energy into making sure that everyone else is happy before her self
• My dad who's humor and personality make him one of my favorite people in this world and an incredible role model for my sister, my brother, and me.
• My brother who has taught me more about myself than anyone else and who i love no matter what
• My sister who can make any mood a little lighter whether she means to or not and who i am really going to miss when i leave for school in a year
• My friend Keila who's love for Christ is completely evident in her daily life and who i honestly think makes me laugh harder than anyone i know
• My friends in general who know me well enough to love me for every weird quirk and flaw that i have
• The Marcus Cheerleading Program that drives me absolutely insane but has brought me to know some amazing girls who i have had some amazing memories with over the past 3 years
• THANKSGIVING FOOD!!!!!!

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My Everday Prayer

Dear God,

Though I continue to give up and fail,
I pray that Your grace and your love will unveil
The truth that your presence i will still find
In the depths of my heart and the back of my mind.

And as my strength and my hope fade away,
I pray that Your presence surrounds me today
And gives me the strength that I find obsolete,
That I might move past the decline and defeat.

I know I have failed you uncountable times,
But I pray that You rid me of these sins and crimes.
I collapse at Your feet inadequate and scared,
I'm so unqualified and so unprepared.

I feel useless and aimless and ugly and hurt,
I thank You for cleansing my heart of this dirt.
And if it is not out of line to request,
I pray that You somehow restore all the rest.

My mind is confused and my soul bleeds with pain,
I despise that I'm selfish, inept, and so vain.
So God take away this girl void of love,
And replace her with someone you can be proud of.

I'm admitting my faults and loathing my heart,
This is a prayer for a brand new start.
And though I'll still fail and I might fall behind,
God make me the girl that you had in mind.

Amen

So i did pretty decent on my sat.
Could be better.
Will be better in the Spring.
One more game and football season is officially over....SAD FACE.
This year is flying by and I dont think I like it. It's already november...WHAT?
Good news though...my birthday is in 2 months and 12 days. And not just my birthday but my GOLDEN birthday because I'll be 17 on the 17th. so start buying presents please! :)
i promise to have a real blog soon but just not tonight okay?